oh and to be clear yes i am annoyed and disappointed that this dude does not want to fully date me even tho i dont even really want that but ya im a little hurt ok 

the boy im seeing says he doesnt want to get too serious and on one hand thats a relief bc i am talking to 2 other guys but on the other hand WTF WHY IS HE NOT HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH ME????

So uh LMK why I have to have an exit strategy at all times…actually I know its because I have been mistreated so many times that when something is actually normal im convinced it is DEF not

also i kinda have a boy now and its weird and he is a classic example of not giving me enough attention and its like is that just be having too high of expectations or should i be showered with love and affection at all times like i deserve?? lmk

I’m doing this great thing lately where if someone doesnt show me the amount of attention I exactly want then I will either ignore them completely essentially self sabotaging myself or I will go overboard with contacting them…its um…not great

German boy keeps hitting me up every night asking me out. How do i tell him nicely that I only hooked up with him bc i was blacked out and didnt actually like him…yikes

my hot ass skater old boy looks so much like jake gyllenhollatyagurl it makes me sad so naturally i watch all his movies constantly bc i love to tortutre myself